My Journal

FREEDOM WRITER 15

Dear critical idiot,

If you want to be so quick to criticize and vocalize your opinion, your logic or what have you… please have a little more solid ground. Dot your i (s) and cross your t (s). Your argument isn’t validated just because you’re mad and have explanation points in multiple numbers.
I’m so so….so exhausted with some individuals who are the epitome of stereotypes, stigmas and racist thought processes while tipy toeing around their true inner feelings that they mask until it unfolds. Some individuals that don’t want to come to terms that they fall into a perpetual cycle of these man made creations.

I’m so sick of some individuals ranting, but never and I do mean never reading in between the lines of what other individuals say or how they act.

It’s so easy for the average and mediocre persons way of thinking to assume by how society over not just days or years, but centuries that have molded this world into what it is now.
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That by what you see is just what it is. Face value. It’s so easy to paint a person especially of color, color other than white, and that could range in many colors of our world, in the light that everyone else in this world would paint. It’s so easy to say that nothing is racial because you want to ignore that it is. You want to dormant that thought in your head and use other validations to coat that idea.

You want to contradict by using forms of comparisons in a black and white differentiation even after saying nothing is racial. You just used a white scenario after back burning your statement of saying nothing is racial. We are not colorblind because, with the exception of the visually impaired, we see color. Look outside and tell me you see a green leaf on a smokey brown tree and there you have it, you’re not colorblind. That is a mask to accept that you do see color, but don’t want that concept to have a negative effect on how you live.
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You want to use the terms “educate” but you haven’t educated yourself nor picked up a history book past high schools recollections of what they feel is “history” worthy nor asked questions to funnel down to the root of the problem that isn’t your own. You use the term ignorant, yet don’t realize you just used two correlating words that in all means the same thing. Ignorance is lack of education. Education is by having the tools in having a better knowledge or development. By education, you’d realize you’ve been defining the term “racist” in the wrong definition.
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A racist means feeling superior to another outside your own. Do you feel superior? A racist lives in a hate fueled mindset. Are you fueled by hate? Wishing ill will on others is in fact a form of hate, but you want to see change and a better world?. It kind of goes hand in hand. Educating yourself by ways of Internet searches and repetitive ideas written by the same people who unintentionally advocate “ignorance” doesn’t mean you’re educated. It means you’ve limited your way of thinking. It means you yourself lack growth to think other than what you so easily assume. You’re so quick to have all the answers and solutions to living in a non black and white world, but only live in your own while magnifying everyone else. While only staying within your comfort zone.
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You don’t walk in anyone else’s shoes because they just don’t fit. It’s either too big or too small and so you stay with what’s in your closet. You haven’t taken not one step to making that change in what you want see. Instead, you stay within the likes of your friends and your followers who don’t challenge you in anything that you say or do in order to see your faults, but continue to allow yourself to be enabled. They enable you.

You rather combat others means of truth and insight because you’ve got all the pieces to the puzzle. But those puzzle pieces don’t fit. You make them fit by forcing them into slots that just don’t make sense. You don’t follow that “thug” around to see where he lives, or if he goes to school to get that education beyond your own.
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You don’t read the books that he’s hiding under his hoodie coat.. You just see to what appears to be a thug because you’ve limited yourself into thinking otherwise. You don’t define anger with fear because you don’t understand their fear. You don’t define screaming with silence because you don’t see that they’ve broken their silence. They’re trying to be heard when no one wants to listen. It’s not that you can’t, it’s that you won’t. That is a choice. That is your choice. You chose not to listen.
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You generalize. You use words in plural. You use a majority rule and not a single. People is a plural, it is not an individual. Adding an (s) after a word is a plural. That is a generalization until you make yourself clear indefinitely. You are not your truth in words. You watch, you judge and you continue living in your bubble. You use what you consider as “statistics” and subliminal insults to make yourself appear to be knowledgeable in matters that you have ignored and refuse to accept. You can’t change a world if you’ve had yet to want change yourself. Now take and accept that type of responsibility in small steps and see what happens.

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